Something's Amiss

And I don't know what it is.

I have felt very distant from the recent National Day celebrations. I have felt hopeless in my career. I have felt left out in the recent IndigNation.

Why do I have this overbearing sense of apathy ? Why do I have this feeling of pessimism in my life. Am I having a mid-life crisis ? Am I already in the middle of my life ? Does that mean I will live up to only 60+ years old ?